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And Words That Stay the Same

by Pillow Fort

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1.
I drink litre and litre and liter of OJ Until my fucking teeth fall out And I got nothing to show for it It just proves I'm a lazy shit And I do some things well Like growing my hair And not looking after myself And I look in the mirror and feel like someone else Cause I am not myself anymore I feel nothing like before With those remarks I made The last time I drank when you seemed happy to see me But it's so drawn out And it goes on and on and on around me Cause no one knows the truth No one seems to ask me about it It's all because of you No one thinks to ask me about it Driving southbound in the dark Seems an obvious thing I'm no good at being alone So I'll just sit and watch the rain Early bus ride, six am Bag of shit to take back home Filled with drinks and worn out clothes I'm feeling nothing at all And my eyes dry up When I think of all the things I couldn't be Cause I know now I'm different To the way that I was first raised And it's all because of you All because of you All because of you And it's all because of you All because of you All because of you And it's all because of you All because of you All because of you And it's all because of you All because of you All because of you
2.
What's your secret? I need to know I'll show you the ropes Seen through telescopes Underwater breath, I can't believe That underneath there's something more to me Always so sincere Always so sincere She's not been here for all that long Never tasted this before Never tasted this before My walk home ain't all that long Never tasted this before Never tasted this before So Cut off my fingers Feed me your leftovers We'll call this the end So Cut off my fingers Feed me your leftovers We'll call this the end I can't see the difference Between your face and mine The night's still not over His body defiled And I'm too stoned I'm never coming home The last thing I need is a god damn critique From someone who doesn't care And I'm too stoned I'm never coming home The last thing I need is your god damn critique Cause you're someone who never cared Always so sincere Always so sincere
3.
Wake 02:32
I have a strange feeling That nothing works out And nothing works out I talked to myself for the first time this week I talked to myself again last night And she said: "I need something to pull me through cause I'm not quite you"
4.
Soliloquy 01:05
I don't want my clothes to define me but I want them to be more defining A flowing shroud over the encumbered body that I am But I always struggle to say that myself It's a humbling experience to now know who I am And I wouldn't change it for the world even among the second guesses and intrusive thoughts that come with it But I always struggle to say that myself A new thought comes to mind and it's one of joy and pleasure But it's also dark and it's morbid And if you come for me tomorrow I might not be where I stood

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released July 10, 2023

Ryan Crick - Vocals / Guitar
Isaac Peacock - Bass / Vocals
Sam Rodmell - Drums / Vocals

Additional vocals on tracks 2 and 3 by Joey Whelan.
Bass on track 2 by Ryan Crick.

Recorded and produced by Joey Whelan.
Drums recorded in The Shed, Leicester.

Album art by Tyler Hartley - @paintghost (Instagram)

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emo shit from leicester/nottingham

Ryan, Sam and Isaac just vibing

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